dimishia bad mood =(

i really didnt know
what's going on in my life..
everything look like a dream..
and i wanna to ran out from it..

God help dimishia please..
i know i always make YOU dissapointed..
i always do a mistake..
but please help me to through this..
only YOU my hope..
and surely YOU can show me YOUR way
the best way..

MGS...i really need you here..
to hear me..to understand me..
need your shoulder to cry on..
need your hugging me..
to make me calm..

why i have to be coward
if i have a Jesus in me...
okay dimishia..believe in HIM..

whatever that happened
i didnt wanna to be elude..
through this with smile and pray..
dont ever surrender dimish...
everything that happened in my life is GOD will..

i really want to shout out..
i really want to cried..
i really want to elude from this..
but i cant..
i have to sacrifice..

and i trust GOD always beside me
to through this..
amin..

I love you God
I love you much MGS..
ur both are my strength..