dimishia bad mood =(

i really didnt know
what's going on in my life..
everything look like a dream..
and i wanna to ran out from it..

God help dimishia please..
i know i always make YOU dissapointed..
i always do a mistake..
but please help me to through this..
only YOU my hope..
and surely YOU can show me YOUR way
the best way..

MGS...i really need you here..
to hear me..to understand me..
need your shoulder to cry on..
need your hugging me..
to make me calm..

why i have to be coward
if i have a Jesus in me...
okay dimishia..believe in HIM..

whatever that happened
i didnt wanna to be elude..
through this with smile and pray..
dont ever surrender dimish...
everything that happened in my life is GOD will..

i really want to shout out..
i really want to cried..
i really want to elude from this..
but i cant..
i have to sacrifice..

and i trust GOD always beside me
to through this..
amin..

I love you God
I love you much MGS..
ur both are my strength..

lets doin' somethin'

dimishia did'nt know what is going to do..

im just keep my thinking to my dearest..

he's in kuwait now..

dimishia really miss him...

well..there's many things happened in my life..

but im trying to through all with the smile..

no matter what happened...

okay...in 2009

dimishia wants being a bold girl..

be brave to do anything..

trying something new..

dont ever be affraid if i am differently..

believe in me that i can do it..

tomorrow is sat nite...

without my dearest here...

i feel lonely..

okay..be a postive..!!

lets do something..

dimishia..wants to go shopping tommorow with my bff..

mmm...dimishia find something to wear for tomorrow...here 'they' are...

and the shoes..

x.o.x.o

dimishia

dimishia miss my dearest

dimishia wanna says...

I MISS YOU SOO MUCH MGS..

huaa,,,what r u doin' there??
r u enjoy backthere??
i really miss you so much..
can't wait till u come back here...

i wanna hug you...i wanna kiss you...
im really proud of you dear..
with all of you've been done for your work!!
good job!!
i always pray for you here..for everything..

dont ever forget to pray..
dont forget to thankfull To God who gives you this opportunity..

no matter what happen between us yesterday..
it makes our love stronger...
we've been through our relationship 6th years
long journey..
and all i want is..
be your wife...(hoopefully...amenn)
i hope u think the same way..

i love you soo much MGS

take care yourself there my dearest..
we'll meet on march 14th..

God Bless You always

suri cruise style feed

she's really cute...

dimishia sangat iri dengan ke modis an si suri cruise..

walaupun dia masih sangat terlalu kecil untuk di nilai berpenampilan paling fashionable..

tapi beberapa gaya suri bisa dimishia ikutin neh...

gimana si suri yang kecil aja ga berpenampilan modis...

siapa lagi yang mendandaninya kalau bukan sang mama Katie Holmes..

okay..dimishia ga mau kalah dengan suri cruise...

suri shopping with her lovely mother...she bring a plastic bag...soo cutee..

okay the other one...
there is a size from dimishia??

x.o.x.o

Dimishia

dimishia shout out: DAMN IT!!

when i open my dear facebook..
im going to be jealous..

okay..
imagine...im his girl..
but there is no one..no one..my photo on it...

damn it!!!
always photo his friends..friends...best friend..or whoever lah

tell the truth dear..
we've been through this relationship as long as 6 years..
r u love me or not??
mouth could lie...

u said to me that u really love me..
totally bullshitt!!!

i always being patient to understand you,,
to support you in everything way...
but why??
u couldn't understand about what i feel..
about what i want??
about what i thought?
are u selfish or what??
or am i ur robot??
absolutely not..

i dont wanna going to be ur robot or somethin'
so better if u let me free..with my happiness..
im pretend is like nothing wrong..

okay..u love me in ur own way,,
but i can't feel it..whyy??
i dont know..
sorry if i have to say that..it's that the truth from my heart..

sometimes i can feel that u are really love me..
but if u are mad at me..u are really change to be anyone that i dont know..

God..YOU know i love him much..
but why he do this to meee??whyy??
im hurt..im always crying..
maybe love is blind...
love make me like a fool..like some an idiot people..
damn it!!
cmon dimishia..open your eyes..!!
shittttt...

dimishia describe what i feel like the picture below..

see it..

x.o.x.o

dimishia

dimishia crazy in love with zara and topshop

dimishia..had a big desire to talk about fashion..i'm really carzy in love with that brand..
Zara and Topshop..

okay...even the price is not worth it (dimishia think)..but i really want to have this item below..


ZARA:
1.

2. Shoes from Topshop

3. and

4. more...

dimishia realy head over hills...

dimishia style inspired by the star of GG serial movies

X.o.X.o

Dimishia

dimishia style feed

dimishia lagi menyukai baju aksen flower..this is the one of mary kate and ashley style..

check them out..

dimishia wanna have one of those items..wher i can buy??

X.O.X.O

dimishia